June 2010
Day Two (because it's not the next day til I wake...
Dear crush,
I am not really sure who you are, though there are a couple people in my life that might become you once I sort out my life and my emotions a little bit better. There is a certain person specifically, but I want to wait and make sure that I am liking them for a good reason, and not because I want to like someone, or because I know it’s safe- because they are a good person and I...
Day One- Letter To Your Best Friend.
I’m choosing Zoe for this (:
Dear Zoeboo,
I already made a post about you, but oh well, you deserve way more than one ^.^
I am so glad we met this year, you have no idea. You are an unbelievable person, and I am amazed you put up with me (: I am so glad we can be creepy and bitchy and fangirly and everything together, and I am so glad I have a best girl friend that’s (almost) my...
Definitely doing this :)
Okay so I failed pretty epicly at the previous 30 day Tumblr challenge, mainly due to being extroardinarily busy with Formal and travelling, but I will try a lot better to actually finish this one :) fingers crossed.. write a letter to these people: Day 1 — Your Best Friend Day 2 — Your Crush Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative) Day 5 — Your dreams Day 6 — A...
tl;dr. depressing memoir at two thirty in the...
It is really depressing to be writing in a journal and find things your mother wrote from four, five years ago.
It’s amazing how we can be so blind to the sadness of those we love. The depression and loneliness and all of that. And how amazing is it that no matter how much we love someone, there are some things we cannot give them.
My parents marriage sucked. It was a shotgun wedding...
absolut-emily asked: Not really a question, but I love seeing all the pictures of you wearing the Justice shirt I made :)
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A MEGA-EDITOR! I guess all the maintenance is...
likeaphoenixignition:
(via ledger)
Not that I’m complaining, Jesse, but why do you “like” all of my posts? xD
that is all.
Jessie: *holds up "Authentic Guidette" shirt* Oh Alix, this is SO you. Got any Italian in you?
Me: Well, I used to, but then we broke up.
WHY DO THESE GUMMY VITAMINS HAVE TO TASTE SO GOOD?
nick: javelins: ... smartwater all the way to the... →
javelins:
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smartwater all the way to the bank wow
Don’t even compare the two because they aren’t similar at all.
Aquafina is a lot more refined than Smartwater. Smartwater is just pumped to fit the needs of its audience. Aquafina goes through a real refining process, which gives it a…
bottled water hipster.
inthemidstofarevolution:
I feel like I’m screaming as loud as I can, but everyone is ignoring me
It might not count, but I’m not.
i really like a guy with nice arms.
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i am not sure who "you" is, but i want to be this...
i want to be the girl you move in with, when we’re older. the one who wears your hoodie and no pants and eats ramen with you at four in the morning.
i want to hold you when you cry and know that when i need the same, you’ll be there. i want to be able to watch stupid movies with you and not have to make up something pretentious about how much it sucks. i want to stay up too late with...
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how am i even supposed to put into words what you...
whispered words and angry hands sound so ridiculous on paper, like i am looking for attention when really i am looking for someone to hold me and tell me it was not my fault.
because it was not always bad and i feel like i have to have a horror story for it to mean anything.
you choked me and you kicked me and you made me feel guilty and like everything was my fault and you scared me so much and...
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if i could turn chords to words, i could title the...
she sat at her desk, combing out her hair, something french and soft coming through her speakers. if she concentrates hard enough, those unknown words turn into a security blanket, a hallelujah.
if you inspect, you see all those things that make a life, scattered around the room. the bell she got from her father when she was five and his voice was still birdsong in her ear instead of vodka soaked...
hold me while i shake, against your chest while...
i know it is one of those stupid teenage girl worries, but i am worried i will always be the stitches, and never the knife.
not that i want to be an implement of distruction, or anything like that.
i am just worried that i will always have to be the thread that gets ripped out eventually instead of the reason the hole is there.
because i always seem to end up being a step on the path to...
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oh, oh, oh.
she is short and a little wide and lives on cheerios and the hope that the number on the scale will go down a number or two. she once spent half a year trying not to eat because she was so tired of names in the halls and the number seventeen.
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he has loved the same girl since elementary school and she has not been loving him back ever since. he doesn’t want this anymore because he...
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drought: six months after the fact.
she is gone and hates you now but you really understand. she doesn’t really know what she wants anymore and you just want to stay on the sidelines and shake.
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he is bigger than he feels and you the opposite. you pretend like you hate him and he pretends like he doesn’t. he doesn’t know who to think about at night anymore and fell into the arms of his best friend but her name...
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beauty part II
And this will never be a line because who would I think to kid? This is my reprise, my realize. I wrote you poems, you wrote me eviction notes
i know you’re not awake
but god is the moon empty tonight
and it reminded me of you
and that will never be a line because I don’t need them
and that will never be a line because who would think to kid?
i need you like i need wasted space and you need...
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phantom arms wrap around me.
oh you burned me down in this city meant for two burn me down burn me down all i can hear is she’s like sunshine everything’s better when she’s around burn me down burn me down spell my name with an aching gut an empty closet sound this out. it’s not right. i was alone in a city meant for two light me up burn me down everything is so much better when...
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blind spot.
Oh and I’ll trust you until you prove me wrong, and still sometime after that. Oh darling, let me sleep, let me breathe, Your light is brighter than a dream and leaves me useless It’s always the same sorry And it’s always a different story Let me sleep, let me breathe Your light leaves me useless Your light leaves me speechless. Oh, fatal flaw Oh, Achilles heel Don’t worry,...
